You needn't worry. There is time.

You needn't worry. There is time. You have all the time in the world. You preceded time and you will exist beyond it. Age is irrelevant; more meaningless than a number. Forever, Patrice, you have FOREVER. There is no dream you now have that you will not manifest. There is no challenge you now face that you will not crush and dispose of. There is no point in spending one more second of your awesome, amazing life, thinking anything to the contrary. This was perfect this morning for this. I have been thinking about all of the things I haven't done...things I started but didn't finish.

I'm in my fifties now and I've been thinking of what I want to do, what I miss, what I need to do....and how I feel when I feel happy...where I am, etc., Music and travel make me happy. So I'm dedicated to taking care of my responsibilities, getting outstanding issues resolved but while I am doing so, I am planning the ways to make me happy and healthy. First, I'm taking piano lessons again. I don't have a piano, but I have a keyboard and I was relatively good at the piano and after seeing Harry Connick Jr in concert and how he can PLAY, I want to study again. Second, I am going to enroll in either German or Spanish classes and STUDY and practice. Third, I'm traveling. I've got weeks of vacation...I need to use them and I'm going to. Chicago, New Orleans, NYC first...then out of the country to visit friends and places I've been, places I've never been....see things, experience life again outside of Tulsa.