Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Lessons learned even now

I made a mistake recently, one I didn't think I would make again. I am not kicking myself as I once would have, but just shaking my head and wondering why some people still feel the need to play games with others feelings.

That is just not acceptable to me any longer.

Patience, kindness, love, friendship are just not qualities that certain people understand and respect and respond to. It is all about them, their needs at the moment.

I suppose what bothers me the most is that people present themselves as "good"...."hey, I really am a nice person" and they use that to get you...lure you in....mistakes are made and then you move on.

Goodbyes are tough

...letting go is much more difficult. This past week has brought about some major changes in my life. I kissed and hugged someone I love dearly goodbye and today I let him go. That old saying of setting something free is lame but true. How else are you ever going to know if someone cares for you than to let them go on their way with your love and support?



And I did that, not really understanding, but understanding myself.

I am strong and wonderful and I found someone strong and wonderful...yet needing peace.

Love is a very very tricky thing. I'm not so sure that I always like Love.

Your wish for resolution was a prayer. Your being here is God’s response. Let go, and watch the stars come out – on the outside and on the inside.

With all your heart, ask for grace, and let go. Most importantly, rebuild yourself. This situation will make you a different person — a better, more unique, more compassionate being. Instead of mourning what was or what could have been, start something new in your life.